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Dark Poem




Poem 1# Dark Side

suddenly my hands go numb
even it look like they still move
deep in the bottom it goes darker and more darker
right in the corner, my heart still seeking for light.

its always reminder me that I must do sometning
but the only feeling that I got is become burden
My feet aressted in cage

Obviously, I have been running on the small circle
repeat the same thing

praying
mistake-ing
play victim

very disgusted by my self
Every time I remember it
I wanna vomit so hard
and thorw my self in the middle of street
so I can end it righ away

but the second time,
I still have You
who try to love me the way I am
Pull me out from the darkness

Praying it will stop someday
My tears gone dry long time ago
To tired to be hypocrite
not only in front of you who know everything
but more in from of me my self

So, When I can stop all none sense that I spoke earlier?
when I can stop
STOP
STOP
PLEASE

OR IT WILL TO LATE
ITS MUST STAR FROM YOU TO STOP
AND YOU ALREADY KNOW

Poem#2 You are not little girl
 who cry in the corner

 Yeah, you are not

 You know what you do
 But never do, never ever

 While your heart starving
 for praying

 Your feet stop to running
 and slowly

 there are long river
 dropping one by one
      to erase your sweet dream

 All surely became bitter
 and more ...


           


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